Monday 20 February 2012

sad day

I had already written a blog post today but I deleted it because I decided it was too personal and not the kind of thing I’d want to put out into the internet ether.  I’ve been on a crying jag for most of today.  Why?  Well, I don’t really know. 

That’s a lie. 

I do know but if I could sum it up, I would say it was just self-pity.  Just one of those days, you know?  I don’t like to dwell on the negative – I feel like I could get lost in it – I feel like I’m already lost in a fog already.  I’m forgetting what I’m doing; postponing things I should be doing and today feels like two steps backwards. 

I will get through this inshallah.  

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